Tuesday, July 1, 2008

So much for happily ever after....

Just two days after a great weekend, the start to my week has turned extremely sour. Last night, Eric and I broke up. I won't go into detail, but only to say that trust and theft (two words that should never be used in the same sentence) are involved. I put all the pieces of the puzzle together, and realized that I was being taken for a ride. Six months down the drain! He finally admitted stealing from me about thirty minutes ago. Such a shame. I cried hysterically last night, wishing I could just talk to my sister. But I couldn't. I cried on my mom and Gary's shoulders and then cried myself to sleep. I woke up this morning, swollen, bitter, and very tired. I contemplated not going to bootcamp today, but something told me to go. When I got to class, my teacher asked if I needed a boxing bag. "What a great idea", I thought! I punched the hell out of that bag, I kicked and kicked, and punched and punched.....great stress reducer!! Then I came home and emailed Becky Bryars and told her that Tyler and I were about to become regulars at church and I need guidance. I am no longer crying. I am no longer extremely upset...in a wierd way, I am already finding solice and I like what I am seeing. So long for now. Shana, check your email.

2 comments:

Donna said...

Oh Chrissy I AM SO SORRY. How horrible for you. I know you loved him. God will carry you through- He says "cast your burdens on the Lord and He will sustain you; he will never allow the righteous to be shaken." It looks like there is already good coming from this bad situation. I'll pray for you! Love, Donna

Christy Jordan said...

Thank you Donna.